Sunday
=solid ground - my journey=
receive the letter from nus-duke last week on the admission. nope, i didn't get it... sob!
well it's not only about the sad looking mcat scores ( i never failed a test like that i did for mcat) but mainly on the little research experience. was planning to retake my mcat on 30 jan and already i was rejected. i guess it's really just time to move on. Yeah - send me lots of hugs and kisses, please!!!
on retrospective
praying about the craziest things in life. i remembered praying in church just before the last mcat test (yeah the one i did badly) for god's will be done. if it was meant to be. it was disappointing to receive the poor scores and lots of questions on whether or not to ask people to write letter of referrals. it was really 2nd chance to know that i can re-take the mcat again to better my scores. yes, i studied my ass off ... thru taiwan, birthdays, christmas and new year ...
I am still glad i did it. It's like a childhood dream to do it but more importantly, my faith grew quite a bit. imagine gg to office - working and coming home to study. it's crazy thankful for the strength from god to sustain my sanity thru it all. to me - it's more valuable than anything else. =o)
god didn't say that he would provide what we want but i believe that god will provide what we need. maybe what i want is to have a meaningful job (meaningful and purposeful are really impt to me) and what i really need to know is that i am a child of god and always loved by him.
i'm really thankful
no! i'm not gg to reapply. think about it -
to get science research experience
-> job in lab
-> to do that, i have to prolly get a related degree in science.
--> weird!
it's time to move on.
Frankly, it's really bored right now. Not much directions in life and then again i'm a little lazy ... BORED. screaming out - BORED!!! .. I'm have the reuben germs - must have things to do and challenges to face ..
yeah, till then, i'm bored but it's a happy bored thingy..
princess maddie.
